Finding the Answer

I dreamed about it
Fought for it
with full throttle
until I won the battle
Then started living my dream
Thought it will be as sweet as cream
But as I went along
Realized I was so wrong
Everything just turned out to be bitter
n my eyes lost all of its glitter
I don't understand why 
The only thing I do now is cry

This is all I ever wanted
Something I dreamt and chased
But now that I'm here
I feel like I'm no where
Lost.. gone.. dead
Why is this happening?
Why all this questioning?
I'm afraid I can't find an answer
I guess I have to live with this forvever





PS - Not exactly my emotions