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Wednesday, March 6

Finding the Answer

I dreamed about it
Fought for it
with full throttle
until I won the battle
Then started living my dream
Thought it will be as sweet as cream
But as I went along
Realized I was so wrong
Everything just turned out to be bitter
n my eyes lost all of its glitter
I don't understand why 
The only thing I do now is cry

This is all I ever wanted

Something I dreamt and chased
But now that I'm here
I feel like I'm no where
Lost.. gone.. dead
Why is this happening?
Why all this questioning?
I'm afraid I can't find an answer
I guess I have to live with this forvever





PS - Not exactly my emotions 

Thursday, January 24

Crazy Love --> Scary love






I'm sitting on a wall
I see a gal
My heart go jill-jill
In love i fall
;)

I ask her to be my bul-bul
Say in my heart love full
For u I climb a hill
Or a bullock cart i pull
Take u to shopping mall
We can go to cinema hall
Will pay all your bill
But she say in her heart love nil..
:(
I say I jump in a well
Or take sleeping pill
For u myself i kill
But please "No" don't tell
-/\-
She said I not tall
Looking like a ball
Treated me like a quill
And said go to hell
:@
I full badly feel
Said at me don't yell
I will never again call
On your china cell
Don't act like a doll
U look like chicken on grill
so just chill...!!!
B)

Friday, August 17

SD of Mona..!!


My name is Mona 

Daughter of Rana

I'm from Guana


look like Iguana  



I love eating Tuna 

Playing the veena


'n' driving my luna


with my friend Sona


to protect the fauna




Monday, June 25

He♥rt lock breaker..!!!

You started as a member
                      of The Jackson 5
Who knew u had the magic
              to bring the world alive..


U danced your way into hearts
U made us move to your beats..

With your moonwalk
U opened our he♥rt lock..

Your "Thriller"
was an absolute killer.. 


With your "Bad"
You drove us mad..


You are the "King of POP"
For you there is no stop..


You are the legend
whose story has no end..


There is no one like you
MICHAEL, we l♥ve you..









Monday, June 4

Out of the box..!!!

I stepped out of my shell
no more the type that hugs her doll


I'm feeling more confident 
and yeah less diffident


Did something inspire me?
I wonder drinking my cup of tea
suddenly the answer stung me like a bee
I'm shadowed by a cloud of glee..:)


It wasn't the effect of any inspiration
But just a simple revelation
that I was a slave to my emotion
Pushed myself into a vortex of confusion


Now I hopped out of it
Feeling free like a rabbit


The world is now more beautiful
and yaa..!! No more stressful.. :D

Wednesday, May 16

LIMERICKS : ek,dho,theen




1.      There lived a woodcutter
          who loved eating butter
          in every single meal
          like a sluggish seal
          that only keeps getting fatter.. :D








2.      I found a cute little diary
         of a girl named Mary
         who has weird white hair
         like a giant polar bear
         which made her look scary.. :O








3.      One day 3 stupid men
         tried to cook chicken
         but ended up burning the fuse
         as they didn't know how to use
         the microwave oven.. ;)
          

Thursday, April 5

SILVER - A sliver of hope


                        On march 30th I was in Hyderabad to attend an interview. It was held in a hotel and after the interview was done my cousin came to pick me up. It was fine till then.. until I was in the 4 star hotel where it was so comfy n chilly that it made me miss my winter wear. Once the bike hit the road that’s when hell started to move closer.. It was so hot.. damn hot.. It felt like my skin was burning and I knew it would take almost an hour to reach the destination. People on the road were covered from head to toe literally to protect themselves from the scorching sun and pollution. Unfortunately I didn’t carry any summer protection gear and so I was prepared to bear the consequences..
                         
                   I closed my eyes and stopped looking around and after some time when we reached a busy lane I opened my eyes and  saw many.. I don’t know exactly how many but it was like.. look at any point there you would see a coaching institute. The road was completely covered with colorful  pamphlets  and the sides with banners.The area I was in is called Ameerpet and suddenly we crossed something shiny and as the bike was speeding up I looked back and was taken aback by what I have seen. It was a man who was painted in silver trying to look like a statue of Mahatma Gandhi and  I was like “Is he insane !!!” 
                         
                   Our bike crossed the street and countless thoughts popped in my mind. How can someone stand under the sun frozen, painted  in some chemical which obviously is not a sun block. Standing there and basking in the sun for 5 min, that’s vitamin D.. Standing  there and getting exposed to U.V rays for 50 min, that’s risk. I wondered if people in that busy street are even looking at him and mind you he was not begging or demanding money or irritating or cursing like some people do..not following or forcing people around to get some money. He was absolutely still. I just wished at that moment some banner tilts or moves or flies to protect him from the sun or else something happens to move him to a shady place..
                          
                    It’s not that I haven’t seen anyone in such conditions before but it was the timing in which I have seen him that made the big difference and touched my core. I was dying and burning in the heat and it felt as if I was on flames like a ghost rider and suddenly I see this person trying to earn his bread n butter standing under the sun who could that day easily melt a bucket of butter in less than a couple of hours. Why did he chose that.. why would he do that.. why not any other job.. Is this unemployment.. !! I used to sometimes think that everyone works somewhere..service or business or agriculture, then what is it with this unemployment thing. Now I understand..  How privileged and blessed most of us are.. some to be born rich.. some to have a person to support them.. some to be well educated.. some to have a decent job but only few are lucky enough to realize that they are blessed.
                           
                   We always want more..never satisfied with the things around us. In fact that’s the way we should be. ”Never settle for the good, try for the best” .. but it would feel great if atleast for once in life we think about the things around us. Instead of trying to make our lives best and even more and more, try making  the life of some not so blessed person  into a better one. Let’s  for example take a monthly salary of 50000 in whatever currency you like. Spending 10% of it i.e 5000 for charity..hmm not so easy for many. How about 1% i.e 500..may be difficult for some. Okay 0.1% i.e 50.. I know many would say ” Come on, 0.1% ..It’s just nothing ”  but many people don’t even give the “nothing” .. not even 0.01% forget about 0.1%..
                            
                    I’m  not trying to say that anyone is wrong. I’m not asking you to give money or any tangible items.. just asking you to think. See I never thought about these kinda things before.. i mean philosophical things because that's not my area and I was too busy with me, myself 'n' me  but what I saw provoked my mind to think all this. Change : micro or macro can happen anytime, anywhere and because of anybody. I always like writing funny things and rhyming poems but I am actually feeling good and happy that I have written this. I just wanted to share my experience and thoughts with others. If just one person spends a few precious seconds of time in thought after reading this , that will be my “Reward”..
                       
                  
              This is dedicated to the man in “SILVER “ who is obviously the reason I wrote it..
                                                           
                              
                                  Thank you for reading..


                                

Monday, April 2

Special writing 1


You are cuter than tweety
plus you are damn witty
but the jewel in the crown
                        is your inner beauty
May be that's what makes u sweety
The princess of our friendship city..!!!

Special writing 2




You are the vector
carrying the fun factor
Ruling the laughter sector
and your X-factor
is a true heart victor...!!!







Special writing 3

    You are as merry as a lark
   Life with you is like a ride
                    in an amusement park
   coz u have the everlasting spark
              to perk things up
            n bring the "farakh"






Wednesday, February 15

Avatar fever ;)

Went to the theatre 
on the ambassador car
with rani dear
to watch AVATAR
It got "U" certificate from censor
So everything clear 
No need to fear
Starts the picture
Hero on wheel chair
comes to replace his brother
Sent to 'pandora' on chopper
Navi people live there
Blue-blue color they wear
Have weird braided hair
Not to mention their alien ear
Their planet full of color
Mountains float higher
People live near-near
in heart of the nature
Hero gets with them closer
Everything going fair
Then story takes reverse gear
They come to know he is a liar
Came for a metal rare
and call him a betrayer
But hero tries to aware
them of the upcoming war
But they don't hear
So then he enter
on a large dragon flyer
and in navi eyes becomes greater
Asks them to fight for
and show their valour
Leads them as a leader
Finally they become winner
Rani dear moved to tear
Hats off to Cameron sir
How talented u are
If possible I give u oscar
for the best director.. 

Sunday, January 22

Mobile Mania..

Everybody owns one
Without it there's none..


It has become so common
and now a thing of fashion..


It is no more seen as something necessary 
but it is valued as a showy accessory..


by the so called "gadget freaks"
whose craziness reached peaks..


The manufacturers keep upgrading the features
to attract these silly creatures..


Today with "Android" comes Samsung nexus
Tomorrow with "Siri" comes iphone 4S..


From Blackberry to Omnia
and Wildfire to Xperia..


You keep buying every new model
n feel like a winner of an olympic gold medal..


There's no limit to your obsession
which u prefer to call it as ur 'passion'..


Well then carry on with ur drive
to help the mobile companies thrive..


I wish for your extreme loyality
the companies offer u a % of their royality.. ;)


By the way, I use Samsung corby
yeah I know
U will say it's worth less than a doll barbie..


But I'm not gonna buy a new piece
as I know it (CORBY) will just suffice.. :)



Monday, January 16

Robbie's barbie..!!!

    
     Hey hey Ruby


    My name is Robbie


    I work as a cabbie


    Loving u is my hobby


    I wanna be ur hubby


    Meet me in the lobby


    which looks a bit shabby


    if u wanna be my barbie..


    Without u my baby,


    I will just be a zombie..











Thursday, January 12

The day that gave me my brother..!!!

                Today is special .. This date..January 11th  in 1990 gave the world the most beautiful person.. Gave my parents the most caring son and gave me the most loving  brother.. He is this one big reason of my existence..  The one who means the world to me.. The one who makes me feel that I'm blessed , I'm lucky and I'm special.. Words cannot express how much I love him and I know that he loves me even more.. 
                  Every day with him is amazing..All the funny talk, stupid blackmails, going out and the quarrels over silly things and the fights.. There's no end to the list of things he has done for me.. coming with me for my shopping and being so patient, dropping and picking me up everyday at my stop, getting all the things I ask for, giving me everything I ever wanted,always being there for me.. I don't know if I deserve all this love and care.. I just wanna thank god for giving me the best brother ever..Out of all the  people on this planet you picked me as his sister..thank you veryyyyyyy much..:)  I just can't imagine my life without him.. It would  just be so incomplete..literally..!!
                     Well what made january 11,2012 even more special is that my CAT result was out today and fortunately I managed to get a good percentile..I closed my eyes in the morning sitting before my PC and prayed that it should be above 80 and guess what..!! My prayer has been answered..It's way above 80..!! something I didn't really expect.. Two months of waiting.. 11.11.11 to 11.01.12.. It all ended well...
                   Thanks to prometric and the IIM authorities or whosoever it is.. Thanks for releasing the result on this day..I couldn't have given my brother a better gift than this on his birthday.. I know it's nothing compared to all the things on the earth he has done for me and he has given to me but he is someone who wouldn't ask for more.. He is so happy..I'm happy.. It's a perfect day..What a great start to the year.. Thank you one and everyone who in some or the other way helped me in delivering this gift safely to my lovinggggggggg brother..;) :)
                        Love you annayyaaaaaaaaaaaa..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                

Thursday, January 5

Self-proclaimed diva.. ;-)

There she comes
throwing tantrums..


Daughter of a billionaire
but we don't care..


Steps out of her Audi
wearing something gaudy..


She says it's "Armani"
We say waste of money..


Speaks with a weird accent
which is fake to the 100th %..


Typical foreign returned
who just loves to pretend..


Carries a bag of Chanel
Apt to be described as banal..


Looks like a lollipop
in her layers of make up..


Parties hard till late nights
gets involved in cat fights..


Judges everything by price tag
To be around her is such a fag..


Her world revolves around riches
which is filled with glitches..  



Tuesday, January 3

The racinggg legend..!!!


In the field of formula one racing
you are the evergreen king..

The seven time world champion
who symbolized the red of Ferrari like a lion..

With your dedicated effort
you made it to the top spot in the sport..

I bet everyone would agree
that you ruled every grand prix..

Your  fame spread across the planet
to such an extent that..

When asked to write about the sport on paper
the first word that many write is SCHUMACHER..

There’s almost none who don’t know you
you gave the sport, a whole new view..

Hoping that forever you stay this way,
I wish you a very happy birthday..!!!!!!



Sunday, January 1

My 2011.. (memories,experiences and lessons)


                The curtains are falling down.. the world is about to say goodbye to one more magnificent year.. a year that gave us a myriad of experiences.. For some it may have been the best year of their life..for some the worst..for some just an other year.. From the  Tunisians liberation to the Syrians  trepidation.. from South Sudan jubilation to Neptune spear operation.. we saw a variable shades of life this year..
               
               Well My 2011 was a mélange of feelings..a plethora of emotions and it offered me countless lessons ..

                It all started  with pain..not the "kolaveri di" kinda pain..it was jan 5th,solang valley,manali.. learnt a simple lesson there. Never even think about touching snow with bare hands,let alone playing with it.. The pain I experienced was inexplicable..talking  about pain..if mine was inexplicable..then  what adjective could ever describe the pain the somalians must have felt when their land was struck by a famine the worst in 20 yrs.. only god knows..  well don’t get to any conclusions or make presumptions that I started my year with pain..So it’s gonna be a very sad story n all.. Let me tell u..U never know what’s gonna happen next..

                 Hmm..the next big thing was a shocker.. march 5th as I remember.. On that day ,memories of years were vanished in seconds..  Well not from my mind but from my PC.. Disc cleaned.. but I don’t blame anyone.. Things like that happen..it’s ok..There’s no point in crying and feeling bad because no matter what I do,it can’t be restored..Stress only gives stress marks and nothing else.. If the people of Japan can maintain dignity n remain calm in the face of a worst calamity which is of an unprecedented magnitude.. Why couldn’t I ? After all, what did I lose.!! some files..virtual memories..that’s it..Thank you Japan for the lesson..

                   Next was separation.. Separation from my brother..When he realized that I was feeling sad because he’s gonna stay away from  me..He asked me for whatever reason it is.. “Shall I study in the university that’s in our city?”  Thank god I said no..It’s his future that matters the most.. I’m so happy for him now..Sometimes letting go something or someone u really love and care about is the best thing to do..Thank you annayya for making me realize this beautiful fact..

2011-A year of liberation

Thursday, December 29

seeds of love..

I am in my room lying prone
and crying alone
while u r talking on the phone
It may seem that i haven't grown
and i'm acting like a clown..


I can't help it
and u think i'm not mentally fit
but u don't have the time to sit 
and give it a hit
to understand me a bit..


So i take a silent vow
that in ur heart i will sow
some seeds of love
I don't know how
but i wanna do it now..!!